it needs work

So, the Shetacular has been really time/life consuming. But tonight was a really important night. And I did a really sub-par job. And the comment from the number one person in my life was "You looked really nervous."

Which, after two years of acting school, you'd think would not be in the roster of after-show commentary.

Now, after some nice happy time, and a little thinking, and a little being majorly pissed off at myself, I've decided to do what I usually do when I get in this mood.

Say fuck it.

So for the final show, the theme for me is "Fuck it."

And I'm sure, as is typically the pattern at the Shetacular, everyone else will feel it's an off night, and I will feel...awesome.